i broke it off with him because he
i broke it off with him because he treated me like s***, took me for granted, and didn't appreciate me in the least bit. but the thing is that i know he cares about me so much and wants to be with no one but me and still has so many feelings for me, he just thought he could get away with treating me like that because he said he would take his anger out on me for no reason, and his friends were the main problem, always pressuring him to be an ass because they wanted him to be single and spreading rumours that i had cheated on him. his friends are a******* anyways. once i dumped him he regretted treating me so badly and told me he'd change but he's told me that so many times before i told him i couldnt believe him anymore and i couldnt be with someone who made me feel like crap all the time. hes done so many bad things to me but now that its over i miss him so much. i want to be with him so bad but i can't. the problem is that we both want each other so bad but those feelings are buried so deep because on the surface we fight so much and accuse each other and he treats me like s*** because of it. he says this time he's serious about changing but why couldnt he change months ago? and how can i believe him now? i want him back so bad but i just can't do it but i know everytime i see him all i'm going to want to do is curl up in his lap and kiss him......im so depressed.