I still throw up.
My whole body is f*****. I've had bulimia for a few years and before that I was teeter on anorexia. I still throw up. I love food but I hate it. It's a love/hate thing. I admire the anorexic models in Vogue and Marie Claire magazine. I'm 5'2 so I should be skinny. I hate my height I want to be super tall and super anorexic. I have the Kim Kardashian body type. That'd be good if I was as toned as her but I'm not. I have a big ass and a small waist but it's not as good as you think. I sometimes want to get a knife and cut off all my fat.