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I'm afraid that I've come all the way to the other side of the world just because I thought it would look cool on facebook. I'm not sure if I even wanted to be here in the first place and I'm afraid that what I really want to do, is go home and get drunk, because I can do that at home but not here. Sometimes I just feel locked up here and I can't tell anyone, because I've acted so excited for the past year and payed over 10 000 euros to come, but now that I'm here I don't know if the excitement was actually real. I'm afraid my friends will grow closer and closer in the time I'm gone and that I will no longer fit in the group when I come back. I'm afraid the guy I like will be dating someone else by the time I go home and that I will never be able to have ** with him. But most of all, I'm scared that this has been the biggest mistake I've ever made, because if it is, I will never be able to admit it.
Poor baby. Cry into your Likes, since they're the only thing you value in life. Too bad they only exist online!
It'll take you a little while to find your feet and yourself (I took 3 months), but traveling is a wonderful experience that will help you grow as a person.
Hang in there. You're doing the right thing.