It annoys me
I don't want to be alone anymore. I envy girls in relationships and wish I were in their place. I keep talking to a guy who hasn't been very nice to me because I'm afraid no one else will be interested. I know I'm beautiful and smart but there is still something inside of me that freaks out and questions my worth when I realize that I haven't been approached by a man in 5 years...and I know it's stupid because I'm only 21 and have so much time left to meet someone. I just can't help but be afraid and feel like I'm missing out on so much. I want the love that comes from a relationship and I'm honestly sick of waiting for love to find me.