My sexual needs

I am married to a wonderful man.. I know I have been used to p**** s** with my ex but my husband is more of a missionary guy. He won't even let me give him a b*******. He gives me oral s** but he basically tells me that he doesn't want his wife to have a d**k in her mouth! Um, it's your d**k you idiot!! Everytime we have s**, missionary.. Not doggie, not me on top.. My husband has a large p****. Every time I look at him I want to make love or have oral s**. He has the tools and I want him to make me scream with pleasure. I guess I can say his is boring.. But when we do make love, he doesn't even kiss me. It's like he is concentrating on something. It does feel good. I just think it could feel a lot better.