I don't love you
I am not in love with my husband. We have been married 5 years and there are days I can not stand the site of him. He talks down to me and makes me feel bad about myself and blames everything that goes wrong on me. I have made mistakes in my life but I am trying to be a good person and a good wife but all the time he has made me feel like s***, I just can't keep doing it. I am afraid to leave because I have never been on my own and I do not make enough money to be on my own even though I work constantly. I wish he would try to change then maybe our marriage could be saved but he is to stubborn. I feel so alone and unwanted.