3 years of a lie

I met him when I was 12 we were instantaneously best friends. We where inseparable. At 17, we had sparks absolutely incredible. Not long after discovering our connection he left Arizona and went to Minnesota. 3 months after moving he got a girlfriend we drifted, slowly. I got jaded, jacked up and jealous. He betrayed me. Regaurdless; I KNEW when he left it wouldn't of worked out but I still thought he was mine. We stopped talking for years. At 19, we reconnected; starting talking.-He's still with her. But he talks to me about everything, flirts with me, still makes me blush even giggle, says good morning and goodnight. Tells me he loves me and he knows I love him. Now, At 20. I'm 6 months away from moving to Minnesota. Leaving my job and friends. Did I mention hes still with her? He hates the way she makes him feel. I hear it everyday. Listen to his sorrows disappear with a bottle of Smirnoff. I hear it all the time how he misses me, how I am his "ONE". But, I'm scared. I don't want to do that to her. What if he's her "ONE" I couldn't bare being the reason her hearts shattered. But my heart deserves to be whole again. 3 years of pills, and powder is enough.

Leaving everything I know, to go to a taken man, to ruin someones heart to be with someone whose betrayed me?

Sep 18, 2011

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  • If he's so miserable he should have the guts to be single and let his gf find someone else. I would move on though, doesn't seem like much of a man. You deserve his full attention or none at all. Have some standards for yourself. Us women are not here to coddle little sissy guys that can't even handle being alone, if he was anybody special his gf wouldn't let him talk to you.

  • I know exactly how you feel, one of my friends is dating this p.o.s. it drives me insane, like I would be better for her, I could make her happy

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