Our friendship means so much to me and I know we have been so close through our mutual hobby together. That's what made it such a guilt ridden decision to sleep with Doug. I realise taking your husband into my bed wasn't mutualy exclusively my decision but I was the one who should have said no. I couldn't. You're the archetypal blonde with big t*** and I'm the archetypal redhead with big t***. Doug only looks that far and that's what he sees.I know it's no excuse but I'm not his first and by no means the closest to your family. Kerry claims that prize.
I regret Doug and I enjoy each other so much. He is as big and as exciting as you often said and it just means it will continue to happen. By the way, he hates it that you smoke so I will no longer be taking my occasional ciggie with you. Tim never knew I did that anyway so its just as well. We take precautions and I will try not to take him from you but when he is inside me I know it feels right. I act the s*** for him but let's face it, I always did. Anne.