Rosy days are over
I am a person with no true friend.
I am the girl who got f***** by her boyfriend, influenced to have the pregnancy terminated even though I didn't want to.
I am the mother of his children.
I am waiting for my third child but second living one.
I am told I am the source of my husband's unhappiness.
I am worried my two sons will grow up to dislike me.
I am sure there is something inherently wrong with me.
Nobody truly loves me.
I am screwed.