I've been feeling really sick about how
I've been feeling really sick about how my stupidity caused my girlfriend to go through h*** the other day. She came over to my house after school and we had s**. When we finished I pulled out and noticed the condom was missing. Our first thoughts were it had to have came off and got stuck up in there. So I tried with my finger to fish around in her and get it out. I eventually gave up and we were really worried what might happen if it stayed up in there so the next idea was to just go to the ER and hope they could get to it. So I drive us down to the hospital and there was like nobody in the ER so she could be seen right away. She was really nervous and wanted me to be with her the through the whole thing, so I went back to that little room with her and we waited a min. for the doc to come in. This big ass dude comes walking in, he was built like a bodybuilder or something, and I was like oh s*** this dude's gonna be pokin around in my girl! And I could tellthat she wasn't thrilled either, she kept giving me this weird look. By now I'm feeling pretty bad about what's about to happen. He tells her to take her jeans and underwear off and lay back and put her feet up in those things. The whole time I was sittin there hoping that it was all just a dream. The doctor guy gets on his glove and starts fingering my girlfriend, oh yeah and he put some kind of lube s*** on his fingers too! I was like really p***** at this point, I wanted to strangle that guy so bad! But I knew somehow that condom had to be found and someone had to do it. So beefcake never finds the condom and goes to get another doctor to try and get it out. there ended up being 2 guys and 1 woman doc that attempted to find the condom. I was feeling pretty bad but you can imagine how my girl felt, her legs were shaking and I could tell that she was really uncomfortable and embarrassed. Well none of them were able to find anything so we went back to my house. I went into the bathroom to take a p*** and there it was. The f****** condom broke and was bunched up down at the base of my d***. Neither one of us ever noticed it or thought to check me. We just automatically assumed it came off inside her. So she went through all that humiliation for absolutely no reason at all! It doesn't seem to bother her too much anymore and she sort of laughs and jokes about it, but I'm still sick over it! I'm such an IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry baby!!!!!!!