I'm in love with a boy I met online.
I don't know how to tell my friends or family. I've known him for 2 years (he knows every single detail about my life, and loves me for all of my mistakes and non perfect qualities) and we met for the first time this fall. I lost my virginity to him. He's madly in love with me, and talks about getting married to me all the time.
I don't know if I feel the same way. I feel like I might be using him for attention or s** but there are some days that I love him more than anything on Earth.
I don't know what to do. He's coming to see me in about a month and I'm scared that I'm just giving him the wrong idea.
Do I love him or not?