I'm scared and upset. I don't know what to do, everything about my life is messed up. I'm failing my GSCE's at school, I feel like a s*** when I'm still a virgin. I'm uncomfortable with my body and hate who I am inside, family problems and school problems. I want to be a better nicer person but no one ever gives me the chance. I envy so many people it hurt's. If this is what life's like then I don't like it. I don't want professional help, I'm messed up and I know that. I don't know what to do.