I was raised by white nationalists to be a white nationalist. For years, I've been one, I've spent thousands of dollars in activism, and I thought I was absolutely committed to white nationalism.
I've never been attracted to a man who wasn't white. All of my boyfriends have been purely white, just like I am.
But recently, I found myself to be absolutely in love with a Maori boy. I've never liked, or even found attractive, someone of another race. I love him.
I don't know what to do.