My first time nude modeling for art
I answered an ad for a nude model for art class. The ad wanted an athletic and fit male model to teach the anatomical structure of the body to art students. I didn't have any experience modeling. So I did some quick research on the web about art class modeling which said you do several poses nude while about a dozen students draw you. I'm in my 20's and in great shape with a six pack, very active and worked out. I figured I could to this easy. I was what they were looking for and got hired and showed up to class for my first modeling gig. When I got to class I was surprised to see it was a very large class of about 50 students instead of the dozen or so I imagined. This made my have a lump in my throat and I started to get nervous knowing I will be naked in front of that many people.
I became very nervous as I waited. Then finally the prof called me to remove my robe. It was a slight relief at first, but everyone was now staring at me. I had been practicing doing poses and figured I would just do poses where I don't have to look at everyone in class so I wont be so nervous. But the prof did things another way. Instead of making me do poses, he had me stand in front of the class looking straight ahead so he could lecture on the body structure. So now I'm facing and looking directly at about 50 students as they looked back with a full view of me while I'm standing there nude for the duration of the class lessons. It made me feel extremely exposed as I could see everyone staring at back at me while I was naked as they studied me. I felt very vunerable and nervous as all in class could stare at every part of my entire body while I had to stand still for them. Its almost as if everyone in the room had some advantage over me because they were fully clothed and could see me naked as they pleased while I had to face them and accept them staring at me as much as they wanted to. On top of this, my whole body was discussed by the prof very thoroughly, part by part from all different angles while I stood there. This added to the nervousness and exposure I was already feeling, it seemed very scrutinizing like my nude body was a science book for the class to examine. There was absolutely nothing I couldn't hide. One of my biggest fears is that I would develop an erection and be completely humiliated in front of the class, but somehow what I was feeling at that point prevented that from happening, which was the only thing going for me. The class lasted for about 3 hours and for almost the whole time I could not shake that feeling of being exposed for all to see, although towards the end this seemed to let up and I felt more relaxed.
I don't know what made feel like that, maybe because it was my first time, or the large size of the class, or the fact I had to stand and face everyone. Also I think I been overconfident in my ability to do that. I was not ashamed of my body since I was in great shape but it just was the overwhelming awkward feeling of standing totally naked for everyone to view. I was going to quit after that class, but against all odds I decided to give it one more try, also because I really needed the extra money. So I went again I still felt exposed but it wasn't so bad the second time around. After the third time I was more or less used to it and it became a lot easier to handle. But there was nothing like feeling the exposure and the sheer nakedness I felt of posing nude that first day, I don't know if I could go through something like that again.