I have a girlfriend of 4 1/2 years, and we have a 3 year old son whom I love and adore. I have never gotten over my ex gf from 5 years ago. I think about her almost everyday, and wonder what it would be like if we were still together. I love my current gf (baby momma), but sometimes I think I could be happier, and sometimes I hate my f****** life. Someone help me with some guidance. Please.