I'm a terrible, horrible person. I forgot it was my father's birthday. I've insulted my younger sister a number of times. I think about s** at least once a day. I engaged in sexting with a guy whom I barely knew. I'm not grateful enough. My father keeps calling me "weird" and "stupid", even though he does nothing to help. I lost contact with my best friend after I moved and didn't bother looking up her information online. She was the one who initiated contact after several years. I've talked to random guys on the internet to improve my lousy self-esteem, to no avail. I have a bad temper. I've told many lies. I am absolutely disgusted with how evil I am, down to the very core of my being, even though most people wouldn't suspect anything. I am completely worthless. I've already created numerous detailed suicide plans, and am just waiting for the moment when I can put them into effect.