I have done everything for her, yet she lies to me, she cheats on me, and then she tries to blame it all on me. Anything she ever needs, I am there to help with, yet she continually hurts me. Then, this morning on Christmas Eve, she tells me she has had s** with another guy. After she tells me she tells me she loves me and can't understand why I'm upset. Then when I tell her that I refuse to do this anymore she tells me she can't live without me, and I am the only reason she has to live. Now all I think is what if she really does off herself once I leave? But then again she always says this, and it always works. This has been going on for three years. I need to get out of this before she kills me.