I'm watching the moonlight shine in through my drapes. I saw the first star of the night brake out tonight. The north star. I believe. I'm staring at the moon, wondering if you too are staring at it. I believe you are. I feel it it my heart. I miss you. I miss you so bad it hurts. I've gotten sick lately, and I'm wondering what it would be like to die without saying goodbye. Without letting you know. I miss you deeply. I don't care if your a sociopath, I don't. I'm happy, you made me happy. I want you, even if you can't want me the same way. I want to live forever, here alone with you.