I'm scared that I'm going to be alone forever. I'm almost 18 but I've never had a real relationship. No one's ever told me they loved me & I actually, truly believed them. I fantazie about moving away to a place where I'm completely unknown & falling in love.
I just want to be like normal teenagers.
I don't want to be alone forever even though I pretend that I'm perfectly ok with it. I'm unhappy. I hate myself. I cut.
I want a reason to stop. I want love.