I'm scared that I'm going to be alone forever. I'm almost 18 but I've never had a real relationship. No one's ever told me they loved me & I actually, truly believed them. I fantazie about moving away to a place where I'm completely unknown & falling in love.
I just want to be like normal teenagers.
I don't want to be alone forever even though I pretend that I'm perfectly ok with it. I'm unhappy. I hate myself. I cut.
I want a reason to stop. I want love.

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  • Love isn't going to fix anything. It will help a little bit, knowing that someone cares about you, but it won't fix your mental issues with depression. If anything, it'll make things worse if the relationship doesn't work out. Learn to love yourself first. Stop cutting. (It doesn't solve anything. Trust me, I know. And you'll deeply regret it years down the road when people ask you about the scars.) Calm down, and look at the positive aspects of your life. You're probably more attractive and fun to be around than you give yourself credit for. Don't LOOK for a relationship. When you're content with being by yourself, that's when someone special will walk into your life. Just stop stressing about it. It'll happen eventually. It's better to hold out and wait for the right person to show up than to keep going out with the wrong one.

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