Pretty much the worst things ive ever done
When I was three I went to the river behind my aunts house with my abusive cousins friend and we threw rocks at floating stuff and we accidently hit a crocodile and when it started to swim to shore u just ran and didnt look back amd i still dont know it the kid is ok or dead it is a weight on my consionse for all this time i am fourteen now. Being a teen you probably know he next one i m********* and am very ashamed of it. Also when I was in a relationship with this girl I continued to flirt with the other girls I txted and I didn't tell anyone. I'm a closed off person and rarely let my feelings out so I am sort of a time bomb if you say the wrong thing to me I might blow up in your face or just stay angry I've even had people ask if I was trying to quit drugs cuz they thought I was going through withdraw. I tend to take it out unknowingly on my little brother unfortunatly and because I haven't told my mom she thinks It's because of violent video games but it isnt. I was adopted out of a abusive family and I have fantisized multiple time about how I would kill my old parents for what they did to me and my sister and also what my old dad did to ky mom(technically my moms my sister) and they have been pretty messed up. I also curse behind my parents and family's back and I have slipped only once infront of my bro. Lastly today i was flirting with this.girl I dated before and i dont even like her like that anymore.