I need to stop loving him
I got with a much older man and at first it was just a bit of fun but I started to develop feelings. He's moved away now and at first it was easier but it got harder and harder and I think about him all the time. We are still family friends and we talk every now and then. But I think I'm in love with him and he still loves his ex and he will only ever "desire" me not love me. I'm constantly doing things and saying things to make him happy, even when it makes me miserable. I miss him and I don't know how to get over him. I've tried so hard but have gotten no where.