I cheat a lot
I cheat a lot of my boyfriend. I would say I don't want to do it, that I love him. And I do love him. But I love the act of cheating. There is something so f****** hot about it that I get so turned on about it, that the when a chance comes up I take it.
There probably isn't a time I go out with the "girls" that I don't end up going home with some guy from the bar. I have my repeat offenders, guys I go back to regularly but there is nothing like a new conquest. When a guy thinks he is smooth enough to pick up a girl in a relationship, who is "about to get married" is a line I use a lot.
I'll say that, drop my fiance, and most the times guys try even harder to get some. And then I end up going back with them. Guys f*** so much harder when they are f****** someone else's girl. THey have to out perform the other guy, and it is some of the best s** in the world.
I love my boyfriend, but I'm never going to stop cheating. I know I'm a bad person and should break up with him before I break his heart. But something about cheating is just far too fantastic for me.