I have a very strong crush with a guy a grade below me. He is 15, I am 16. He's gay, I'm bi, so I thought, "Ok, something might be able to happen." Nope. Since I first got a crush on him in September of 2011, he's had about three boyfriends, none of them lasting even a month. One was with a 21 year old, and one was "long distance". On tumblr, he's always posting sad things.
The two of us have so much in common, but it seems that his eyes are too clouded by his self-loathing and depression to see that I'm not one of those guys that f**** then leaves.
We've talked once on Facebook - it was awkward. It seems that every time I try to take a step forward, something bad happens and I get thrown back two.
I have no idea what to do - I've never felt this way about anyone before, male or female.