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I have only been in love once, he was and is the most amazing guy I know. We've known each other since 6th grade and been close since 8th. He's sweet, incredibly funny, honest, **; basically, completely perfect. We've dated on and off for years because I always end up ** things up. I am completely attracted to him both sexually and emotionally but, I need to have ** with other men. I can't commit to only him! I don't know why! I've had so much ** outside of our relationship its disgusting. All I ever do is break his heart and end up missing him like crazy. I know it's ridiculous and I should be able to control myself but I can't! I want to only be with him but, my mind and ** have other plans. I've never admitted this to anyone. I wish most of all I could tell him. He wouldn't understand.
Love also means sacrifice. If you truly love this guy you'd be willing to sacrifice your own selfish needs to cultivate a healthy relationship.