I hate myself
I hate myself. I hate the way i act, the way I treat other people and the way I look. I just get so disgusted with my behaviour. I act like an easy w**** to guys and I can't help it, i'm just so lonely all the time. I wish that I could change so many things about myself and the things I do. For some reason I think that if I do stuff with guys that they'll like me more and stick around, but when I do in a matter of weeks they just stop talking to me and I feel so crap. I honestly don't know what to do.