A couple of months ago I got married to my best friend and love. Then she had to leave the country because of an immigration issue.
After that her friend starts approaching me and being really friendly. She's not got a pretty face but her body is so hot. Every time I see her I think about her taking me in bed.
I try and not fantasize about this girl, but every time I see her I just want to make love to her as a stand in for my wife.
Last night I saw her coming out of the shower, covered up but the thought of her naked moments before was very erotic. She saw me and very nicely said hi, even saying my name.
I'm confused, are you just friendly and innocent or are you secretly wanting me? I know temptation will come along but I love my wife and the thought of hurting her or our marriage is not something I want to do.
I think I need to move away from living in community.