Alone for 4 years
That I was molested for four years by my grandfather and no one knew about it. It was until I got diagnosed with PTSD that I told my parents why I was distressed and nervous and always angry all the time. I use to hide myself in a closet for days because my grandpa would stay every summer. I felt so alone those four years because towards the last year i told my friend and he thought i was kidding. I wanted to attempt suicide for many years after that. I don't know how to deal with my problems or myself. it seems just no one actually cared at the time. My mom threw me out of the family after i told her that my grandpa was molesting me. I never confessed these feelings to anyone.