I'm seriously not smooth when it comes to girls. I liked a girl a lot before but when it came time to speak I would always act like a j***. When she wanted to hug me for the first time I was like "Yeah, whatever I'll hug you." But inside I was really thinking "Yesssssssssssss! Control yourself, control yourself." I was seriously trying to not say something completely dorky but all I succeeded in doing was making myself look like a j***. When it comes to girls that I'm kind of attracted to but not that much and girls that I don't really care about being with, I can be really smooth, relaxed and cool. It's just, when it comes time to act cool around a girl that I really want to be with, I flip out. Man, I'm either a complete idiot or dork or something cause I just don't know how to be myself around someone I like.