She's killing me.
I'm in love with a girl and she has a boyfriend. I'm freaking going crazy. It's not that I just want to be with her. It's that she's so much to me. It's so stressful living without her. I keep wondering how she's doing. I'm scared that she's with someone who will treat her like a dog. At the same time I'm scared that she's just stuck in the same place, that is, away from me. Actually it's more than me being scared, I am extremely certain that she is happy where she is. I want her to be with me and I want her to be safe. I don't want her to be away. I love her so much.
I'm sorry for babbling but I just can't stand keeping this secret in. I've kept it from everyone but her. I want to keep this a secret but at the same time, it's freaking killing me.