MM: I thought you were cute and nice

I thought you were cute and nice when we first met, but total lack of communication kept us at a friendly distance. Now that communication has been found, I find myself nearly l****** after you, obsessing, having erotic fantasies. This just after having a conversation via e-mail regarding video games we both played as kids. Every subsequent e-mail brought a smile to my face and lifted my heart. You'll be gone soon, and when I mentioned sharing my personal e-mail so we could continue the converstaions you said yes. I almost wanted you to say no as I'm falling fast, and my heart can't stand another break. I tell myself to quit obsessing, but how can I? I've been starved for affection for a while, keeping myself away 'cause my heart can't stand being broken again.

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  • final note: he's gone, but we exchanged e-mails. very happy, even if it just means I made a new friend.

  • Did I mention I'm about ten years older than him? This is a guess as I only know he's still in college. Said goodbye to him today. The ball's totally in his court, but man, just eye-to-eye contact I had with him today nearly had me in sexual arousal. I hope he didn't see how obsessed I was.

  • Was in a relationship similiar to this severla years back. we both had the same feelings for each other and went as far as the email thing you are talking about.
    It ended in failure however .
    Time heals most wounds. Let this person go and you will be OK with abit of time.

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