MM: I thought you were cute and nice
I thought you were cute and nice when we first met, but total lack of communication kept us at a friendly distance. Now that communication has been found, I find myself nearly l****** after you, obsessing, having erotic fantasies. This just after having a conversation via e-mail regarding video games we both played as kids. Every subsequent e-mail brought a smile to my face and lifted my heart. You'll be gone soon, and when I mentioned sharing my personal e-mail so we could continue the converstaions you said yes. I almost wanted you to say no as I'm falling fast, and my heart can't stand another break. I tell myself to quit obsessing, but how can I? I've been starved for affection for a while, keeping myself away 'cause my heart can't stand being broken again.