I am scared of STDs
I have been more promiscuous than I can believe. It scares me - hepatitis, AIDS, HPV - all of it. I sometimes can't control myself and live in constant fear that I will give something to my wife. Why am I so broken? I got tested 3 years ago and was clean. But I have played since then and can't get the courage to get screened again. I hate myself for this behavior.