I Cant Sleep Alone ..
Im a 14 year old girl. Im in 8th grade, and ill be going to high school in august. I really feel embarrased to say, but i dont sleep alone. I honestly just cant. In my little brothers room, there are 2 beds. 1 for my 5 year old brother, and the other for my 11 year old brother. At night , when I go to sleep, I automaticly go to my 5 year olds brothers' bed, and go to sleep with him. He doesnt mind at all , actually. As a matter of fact, he likes when i sleep with him. A couple nights ago, i tried sleeping in my own room, but i chickened out and went back to my brothers bed. I stay up the whole night staring at my door if i try. I've already prayed that I could change my ways, and be a normal teenager. I've actually cried through the night, asking God why im not normal... But sadly, i dont know what to do anymore.
So ive come here to ask.. If its okay if i sleep with my little brother. Not in a sexual way, but just sleep in the same bed. My moms already said its okay, that i'll grow out of it... but , im going to high school next year. I feel like i have a mental issue, but my mom says im fine..