CUTTER

Im 14 i have cut my self, gotten drunk off my ass to take a way the pain, did drugs cause of fucken pier pressure, OD on pills,i cry my self to sleep, and tried to kill my self..
some people might think I'm a coward for trying to kill my self because i don't want to deal with my problems or I'm "running away" from my problems. Truth is those people have no idea what its like to be in my shoes and wanting to die because I'm not happy. I'm not a coward I'm just done with life.
i still want to die every single f****** day but i force that in the back of my head so people can think I'm happy.

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  • who ever suggested she cut her throat you sir are truely the attention w**** you have no idea the troubles this person has been through (and if i may from a purely analytical stand point humans in general seek attention so you seem to be raging not because she is seeking attention but because she has found a method that gets her more attention than you even if that's not what she wants or needs...)

  • Try cutting your throat. F****** attention w****.

  • Do you know what your problems are? Maybe you could work through them somehow. i don't know. I almost never cut myself anymore. it took losing all my friends to make me kinda stop. that doesn't mean i don't s**** up in other ways. You're young, so you have a shitload more life to deal with. try to find a better coping method soon.

    good luck!

  • When I was younger I cut myself to, it was easier than dealing with the sexual, mental, physical, religious and emotional abuse and damage that I lived through. I felt I'd be better off on my own at 17, in a way it was, in another way it was harder. Even now in my 30s I struggle to not feel like I'm "done with it" like you said. What has given me "hope" if you want to call it that, is the curiosity to see how my tale unfolds and the realization that my unhappy exsistance, has been dotted with some pretty fantastic and amazing moments. When I don't think I'm going to make it again, I try to remember about those moments and I look forward to the next one. Forcing ourselves to be completely cheesy and positive isn't easy but does help, so does laughter therapy, no kidding. ;) I'm genuinely sympathetic for what your going through and hope something that I said here, might give you some kind of comfort.

  • i'm proud of you for not cutting since last March friend ps i'm not the jesus freak

  • dear teenager, I know exactly what you're going through. There have been times as a young person when I have cut myself and even tried to kill myself, but that is not the answer. You are not an abnormal person, you just need some help. God loves you, teenager, and He will take care of you. I don't know everything you are going through, but there is one answer to your problems. Jesus can save you if you will let Him.
    John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave his only begotten Son that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

  • You need to stop spewing the Jesus stuff all over the boards here. It's clear all the Jesus posts are from you. Religion is a form of comfort that brings peace to some, not all. Some people need a little more than what religion brings.

  • i am sorry i don't know you better and i have been close to suicide many times i haven't hurt myself on purpose and if i knew your problems i feel i could step you through them...

  • Alexia McGowan?

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