I'm so insecure
That I act cocky to hide it. I'm just an ugly 14 year old girl that is really shy and insecure and the only way I know how to cope with it is by acting cocky and arrogant. I am rude to people and I give people dirty looks and say "eww" to them. I don't respond when someone greets me. I just scorn them. I act as if everyone is contaminated. I know I'm wrong and I am a really big cold-hearted b****. I feel very guilty about it and I deserve to go to h***. So you can insult me all you want because I know it's true. I hope one day I can change.