I'm sorry. I put so much pressure on you, but you were just a student. With student loans. I was working and surrounded by people who could afford to go out to dinners and buy needless things. You tried your best and in the end it could never be good enough. I was a cold materialistic heartless b****. I took your heart and crushed it. Made you feel like you were not good enough because you didn't have free money or time to spend. I know I was your first great love. I'm sorry that only now I have the eyes to see.