What is this "love" thing?
I'm 20 and still a virgin. It seems like everyone is getting laid or getting into relationships... And the only boyfriend I ever managed to have just wanted parts of my anatomy. Why is that a lot of men these days seem to only care about mindless f-king? What is the point of dating or getting married anymore? I get pangs of jealousy when I see couples who can be so happy and intimate without worry. But then I think maybe I wasn't ever meant to attract the opposite s**, find a soulmate, or have a family.
And it doesn't help that I'm an insecure, anxious, shy, and unsocial girl who has suffered depression for years and now self-medicates.
Some guy I was talking to told me that s** and love are better than drugs... But I'm not sure I believe him.
I'm going to stick with dope for now. So far it's been the most reliable thing that takes the suffering away.