Covering My Tracks
My boyfriend will only sleep with me once a month even though I'd prefer once a day on average. I love him with all my heart but I can't live like this anymore - I NEED S** - so I've decided to have an affair with my ex boyfriend who has the smallest p**** of any guy I'd ever slept with. This way I don't risk falling for him or getting attached (I barely was when we were dating) and he'll never satisfy me as much as my boyfriend can, and the once a month my bf and I DO have s** it won't raise any suspicions because I won't be stretched out. In a way I'm punishing myself because I get the s** I crave and am so starved for but just the bare minimum and no more. I'm hoping the s** pheromones will cause my boyfriend's libido to rise. This guy doesn't even have me on Facebook so it feels 'safe.' I have no intention of getting caught.