I have this problem. I want to lose weight so much and no one understand. While I'm writing this, I'm also crying. It may sound stupid, but I f****** hate this feeling.
If I could throw it up, I would. But I'm scared.
I'm about a size 12/14 and I weight about 11 & a half stone.
I always end up eating loads, then not much, then loads, then not much at all. It a vicious cycle.
I want to go to the gym all the time, but I can't due to how much I hate my looks. I'm so paranoid people would look and judge me. But, I think I'm the one constantly judging myself.
If anyone out there has any healthy tips I could use to stop one cravings and any ways to help me lose weight, please please please say. I can't do this anymore.