What do I do?
I feel pathetic
I'm 34 years old, I'm 6'5 I'm cute I have a really big and happy personality. I'm an infectious person to be around, I lift every one's spirits, I'm quirky, I'm funny and silly. I relate to both girls and guys equally as well, I was raised by my Mum who I adore, and I am naturally very protective and supportive and maybe naturally I adore and treasure women.
OK so the thing is this, I have been single for over a year, maybe pushing two years now. I still have no problem talking to girls when I have the chance and making them feel comfortable and so. But for some reason I'm still by myself. To the point where I just ache all the time.I just don't have the confidence to change my situation. I'm so miserable being by myself, and it kinda has me down cause I'm at the point where all I want to do is love someone else. To hold her hand, to look at her face, to touch her cheek, to hear the softness in her voice and hear her as no one else can. Perfect.
As time goes on I just feel as though I'll be alone for the rest of my life. It hurts having so much love inside that it just aches.. For all the good in my life, I feel so empty