My life is sad and lonely, and I contemplated suicide on a daily basis.
I've attempted many times, I should be dead by now numerous times from drug overdoses, taking enough drugs to kill a hippo, and I only weight 110...and I'm male. Falling asleep behind the wheel etc.
I have an eating disorder, alcohol problem and drug addiction, and self esteem lower then the bottom of the ocean.
Every day is a living h***....
I'm attractive they say, and can't stand to look at myself in the mirror...the sad part is women eye me up, I want them, but if they knew the ugly pain in my soul from all the lives I've taken over seas.
The only true friend I have is God.