That even though I'm living with my significant other I still think about my ex after 2 years. I've lost a lot of my friends because of my depression and it's slowly spiraling down. I've only got 3 real people left that will probably only be 2soon. Part of me wants to contact my ex but I'm sure she's forgotten about me. I've been trying to work out and continue my education but I just can't get it together. I'm getting tired of this pain. I don't know what to do.