ok. i'm about to be 15 & i've been with
ok. i'm about to be 15 & i've been with my boyfriend for 6 months now. the only privacy we get is at the pool house in my neighborhood. we havent gone that far but now he's saying he wants to have s**. i keep telling him no because the only place we could have s** & not get caught is in the restroom at the pool house. its my first time & i dont want the restroom to be where i lose it. what makes it worse is its a public restroom. by doing it in there i feel like a tramp & disrespected & degraded.like i'm not good enough to do it somewhere in private. he says that doing stuff with him doesnt make me a w**** since he is my boyfriend & its not like i met him overnight. i'm afraid that if i say no that he'll hate me & break up with me. he's the first boyfriend i had & i dont want that to happen.
so if anyone knows what i should do...please help & give your advice. thanks.