I don't drink alcohol.
In general, I don't like being around any alcoholic drinks and going into bars that has less selection of non-alcoholic drinks (just water!!). I'd rather stay sober than drinking alcohol and if I did drink, my chance of having cancer later on in life will literally kick me right in the ass just like what it did to my grandpa (RIP) and currently my dad because they were drinkers in the past ;( Also, I'm underweight and petite meaning my body can't take on alcohol (tried a sip of it when I was small [thought it was apple juice or some other soda] and I hate it [thinking about it still makes me go bleeehhh] and still hate it now). Told my friends how I felt about it and they still want go to a bar with an art show (enjoy going to those) and looking at their online menu, not a single non-alcoholic drink. I have to turn down their plan since that day is also a college day for me. Sometimes its sucks being sober because I feel left out and alone on the fun and I feel like a babysitter for them while I watched my two close friends drink. My boyfriend was there too, he doesn't drink alcohol because it gives him a headache so luckily I'm not the only one who's sober. I'm also scared that my friends will kinda pressure my boyfriend to drink even though he didn't want to. My claustrophobic feelings kicked in at really random times and being in an environment that's partially dark, almost cramped with arcade machines, tables & drunk people, and lack of non-alcoholic drinks selection (felt like 100 vs 1) sets it off that I had to excuse myself to the restroom to hide and calm my panic attack as my friends and my boyfriend happily socialize outside with loud music that muffles my cries & short of breath.