Thinking of cheating
I have been with the one man for over 15 years. We are married and gave children. He is a shift worker so we barely share a bed as he sleeps days and I sleep nights. Well I have been having lots of fantasies, if hooking up with a stranger for random s**. Rough s**. Maybe more if the passionate lustful s** that I have not been getting. I have had an offer from an ex (that I never slept with), which I think about all the time. I also dream of approaching random men (such as at a shopping centre) and asking for a f*** in the toilets. I am so friggin h**** all the time that I am losing my battle to fight these urges. Do I look for a random f*** to satisfy my needs or what else do u suggest?