Sometimes I really hate my life. My mum is such a b**** shes always saying how im fat and calling me a pig, and it really hurts when she says those hurtful things to me. shes always telling me to go exercise, then I ask her to buy me a gym membership and she says no?!? She ignores me all the time, and she never lets me hang out with my friends because she thinks im gonna do drugs which im not.shes always trying to tell me what to do with my life, I'm 17 already and can make my own choices.There's been many times i've wanted to run away but I dont really have anywhere to go, because my mum never lets me go places with my friends, i've become so anti-social and just lock myself in my room. And now I feel like its harder for me to be social with other people cause i never get to go out and ive become so awkward that its harder to talk to people and actually sustain a conversation.