I'm a fool...

I have been with my boyfriend for three years. I love him very much and he is the greatest man I have ever been with. We have been living together for over a year. Fidelity has never been an issue; we both consider unfaithfulness the gravest thing one can do in a relationship and have both agreed that if the other cheats...we will leave.

I recently moved out of state for 2 and 1/2 months for a prestigious internship. Within the first 5 days here I have slept with three other men. I don't know why I did it. I can't explain it. I hate myself for doing it. I love my boyfriend very very much and want only to be with him. When he is around, fidelity is NOT an issue. Im scared that with him being gone, to cope with the emotional loss, I am having s** with people.

Oh god....I just want to stop but I can't seem to stop myself.

I cannot tell my boyfriend that I have been unfaithful. He will leave me and I can't lose him. he is the greatest thing in my life.

Im scared Ive destroyed the best thing in my life....

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  • U f*** al u want and stay quiet

  • Not everyone is monogamous. He wasn't around... you had your fun. No big deal.

  • hay .... you just like strange c***

  • what if he did the same to u how would u feel

  • F*** all these other comments. Look, part of love is wanting what is best for the other person, even if it's not what is best for you. You KNOW you did wrong by him. If you love him truly, you know he deserves to know the truth. The simple truth is YOU were not strong enough to live up to his expectations. If he forgives you, God help you both. If he doesn't, You can smile at night still knowing you did what is harder to do, and redeemed yourself.

    TLDR; You're a w****, let him know, and tell him you don't deserve him. Because w****'s that can't admit what they are deserve aids. Whores that can, deserve dueche bags, that TREAT them like whores.

  • This is your boyfriend. I have been f****** your best mate since you left.

  • If you really do love your boyfriend, set him free so he can find someone who deserves him and will treat him with the same level of respect that he rteats them.

  • ur a s*** acept it and f*** more man

  • It doesnt take a genius to stop
    dumb b**** -_-

  • So who cares? I tortured myself over f****** 3 other guys behind my boyfriend's back, only to have him say 7 months later that if I ever did anything, just don't tell him anything. At least have discretion.

  • WOW. You actually have the b**** to claim you love him. LOL get over yourself. You don't feel bad about s******* those other men, your boyfriend was just a time consumer until you got bored. Your young and you want to be a s*** then so be it. Don't hurt him anymore than you already have. Tell him the truth and let him decide if he wants your sorry ass still. If he doesn't then continue whoring away. Simple as that.

  • you need to stop confusing love with l***. your boyfriend is a bore and the life you have with him is boring. your a deep seated freak and have to get your freak on. admit who/what you are and you'll find life less republican. lol!

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