It's not too late
You wouldn't believe how much I hate myself. I just despise me. I wish I wasn't connected to the awful person I've become. I hate myself so much. So very much. I do everything wrong. Opportunities gone, chances missed, mistakes repeated. I try again & again but fall hard by my own fault. Push away the people that care, pretend to start again, think I can do it yet I'm just my same stupid self. I used to be better than this but...somewhere down the line I lost that person & now I'm trying to find them back. It seems hopeless & stupid but as long as there's tomorrow, I know today isn't too late to change. Today isn't too late, not for me and not for you.