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It's not too late
You wouldn't believe how much I hate myself. I just despise me. I wish I wasn't connected to the awful person I've become. I hate myself so much. So very much. I do everything wrong. Opportunities gone, chances missed, mistakes repeated. I try again & again but fall hard by my own fault. Push away the people that care, pretend to start again, think I can do it yet I'm just my same stupid self. I used to be better than this but...somewhere down the line I lost that person & now I'm trying to find them back. It seems hopeless & stupid but as long as there's tomorrow, I know today isn't too late to change. Today isn't too late, not for me and not for you.
When you find the answers you're seeking please let me know because every word you wrote sounds like it was written by me. Only now I think I'm hopeless and too pathetic to ever find real happiness with anyone.
What you need to do is really sit down and analyze the past circumstances. Try to find out why you did all these. You will grow a lot if you do the research. Find an expert to ask advice from too!
You will be find. As long as you smartly think about them and avoid them in the future!
Nina
www.ThoughtsVent.com