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Theres a guy i see 2-3 times a week. he pays my rent and utlities and i give him things his wife doesnt give him and make him happy. i know its wrong but he really loves me. i tell him i love him but i dont actually love him its just convenient. i didnt feel guilty for 2 whole years of it but now he started talking about leaving his wife and kids and starting a family with me and i dont want that so i tell him to stay with her until the kids are grownup and then we can be together. but i dont mean that either. i have a boyfriend and its him i want to be with in reality but he will probably never leave his wife because she has money. i feel bad but i dont know what to do to change it and make it best for me.

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  • You're trading s** for material services. You are a w****.

  • i dont think thats true. i give myself to two men who love me and the s** happens as acts of love so that cant be a bad thing. and the first guy gives me things because he loves me not as payy for s**. its just different. i care about the first guy i really do and i know he will never leave me on account of the s** being so good for him but the second one makes me week in the knees and i want so bad for him to leave his wife but i dont think he will. i just know i wont do nothing that would blow up his marriage but i wish it would blow up on its own so he wouold come to me withtout having her in his life.

  • So, you're dating 2 married guys and in love with the one and prostituting yourself to the other? I'm pretty sure you're also not the only one your "boyfriend" has on the side.

  • Sounds like you cant make up your mind as to what YOU want?

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