I am so confused about my relationship. I have had a boyfriend for 3 years, and we got engaged 6 months ago but I don't know if I'm still in love him or I'm just settling because I'm afraid no one else will take me and I want a baby in the next couple years. I don't like to make-out any more, I turn away if he tries to give me more than a quick kiss. I don't do it on purpose, I don't think about it I just do and I never feel in the mood to have s** with him but he always wants it. We also live together so I have no idea what to do, or how to tell him I'm not happy, so I started cutting again, to deal with my emotions, and he hasn't noticed even though he knew I cut when we first started seeing each other. I've also never dated anyone else, never-mind slept with them. But there's this guy at work, I thought it was just a silly little crush, that I just thought he was cute and a good guy but I find myself looking at him more and more and I've had s** dreams about him the last 3 nights.