im sad. i feel like ive been sad for
i feel like ive been sad for too long now.
i have a strong family.
but that seems to be it.
my boyfriend cheated on me
i gave him everything.
hes the first guy ive been faithful to.
he seems so sincere in the things he says.
but he never even kissed me when we had s**.
now that he tried to cheat
he promises to be everything he wasn.t
i dont know if i should believe him.
i dont want him.
i just dont want to be alone.
i do want him.
i just want him to be different.